DEBUTANT

As I write, as a debut into this queer world.

As I wander to the long and meander flow of my life.

I had drifted away since before I knew I was drifted.

Twas the mound, down into the dark abyss.

In search another half of me that I never know.

Supposed to ascend, albeit it became descend.

Howbeit, escorted by a piece of shattered hope there was an indistinct shadow.

An indistinct became distinct image.

A distinct image became apparent soul.

From tenebrosity to luminosity.

And there was a lustre glow shimmering upon my head.

Convinced me of my quest.

To Allah, I convey my prayer.

If indeed she is my quest.

So Allah who is the Greatest and Almighty, please bless upon our shoulders.

Shower Thy bless, o Allah the Most Merciful.

The morning sun shined over us as birds singing the happy song.

The mist freshened our heart as the rainbow arch above upon.

The meadow as the altar contour by the stream.

O thank you Allah for your felicity of the seventh heaven.

The bliss from You we can't renounce, all the beatitude happened.

Ephemeral, all I can recount.

Long afternoon pour adumbrated our window nebulously.

Sombre, forlorn, melancholy, dreary, crestfallen.

Ambiguity cloaked, double entendre punned the by-and-by.

The other half wrecked, another half battled to revamp.

The other half drowned, another half strived to rescue.

The other half bellowed for remedy, another half exerted oneself as a savior.

O Allah, the one and Only god,

O Allah, the Almighty.

O Allah, the Most Merciful.

I convey my life to Thee.

Divulge this conjectures, ponder our weak marrows O, Allah.

We are Thy frail slaves, confer on our souls.

Deem my trust, what good from Thee a benign to us.

What seems decent to us, is indeed indecent to us.

There are no other gods than Thou, Ya Allah.

Distant us, shield us from slanders by evil.

Beings or Genies or Satans.

Solemnly, Thee are the Conserver.

Amen.